Showing posts with label summer. Show all posts
Showing posts with label summer. Show all posts

Sunday, May 4, 2008

The List







"LIFE HAPPENS WHEN YOU ARE BUSY MAKING PLANS."

So true, and yet I always find myself second guessing the answers I have recieved that undoubtedly are from Heavenly Father.
The semester just ended and I find myself staying in the one place I despised so much at first. Is it growing on me? Maybe. I feel nervous, but excited to be starting something new. I have no idea what that something new is, I just hope it's something worth doing, or being a part of.
I am not quite sure what to write on these blog thingys. I could start with just what's on my mind. It's almost been a year, 12 months, 365 days, (however you want to put it) since I have returned from serving a full time mission. I can honestly say it has been a bittersweet experience, somedays more bitter than others and some more sweet. It's always helpful for me to look at accomplishments or "firsts" that I have had since coming home, just to take away a little bit of the homesick feeling. instead of making a list of the things I miss more than anything in the world I will list things that are part of the present, things that have happened over the year I have been home.
*I have made new friends and family (you know who you are :)


*I have volunteered a lot at a battered womens shelter
*I got to see my grandma one last time before she left this life.
*Went cliff jumping
*Road trips to the Vegas Temple
*Learned to crochette
*Went to conference for the first time
*Met Ramon
*Said goodbye to my bestfriend
*Went to the Manti temple
*Fell in love
*Wakeboarded
*Went to a luau with my neice
*Passed the GPT :)
*The pumpkin walk
*Recieved a mini elephant
*Made a quilt
*Played human checkers
*Held my new niece and nephew
*attended my first institute class
*Missing my best friend my ultimate companion...you still hold part of my heart.
*Made witches brew with my family
*Ate soup and ribs with my hands
*Learned the cha cha
*Defended my testimony
*Shared my testimony
This list is probably endless, but just wanted to name a few that stuck out in my mind. The funny thing is there were plenty of huge things I did and the small things are what really stuck with me. Some on the list seem a little tainted with sadness, but when I look at the big picture I cannot say it didn't turn out for the good. It's hard to look at the big picture, it's easier to just trust Heavenly Father, and know that I have the choice, and he can turn the choices into something beautiful if I make worthy decisions.
I hope that next year when I make another list, there will be more significant accomplishments, I plan to make a difference. Save the world, for at least one person. Maybe a more worthy goal should be not to save someone, but help them save themselves. I always somehow change in the process or learn more about myself...we'll see what happens.
To kick off my summer I went to a temple wedding to see one of my bestfriends and her husband be sealed for eternity, move into a house, got my heart broken, listened to the prophet speak, and started a blog...and...imagine that all in one weekend. :)
I have big plans for the summer...all the while hoping life will happen and that it will be to my advantage...all good intentions implied.



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